Long time no blog...

Wow, I completely forgot about this. Not that it matters because I'm pretty sure no one reads this thing. Good lord did I do a lot of ranting before. I guess that's what blogs are for though. So school...it really sucks. I like how I got all A's last semester and this semester I'm practically retarded. The upside is I have some really kool people in my classes. I've never really found anyone at this school that was someone I could be good friends with. I mean I have friends at school of course but most of them I already knew or I hate to say this...not really someone I wanted to be friends with. Sometimes you meet clingy people and you just end up hanging out. It sounds bad but you all know what I'm talking about. Don't deny it. School aside, I have a job now! Yup, I got a job. Not the one I remeber mentioning an interview about but it's a better job in that it pays more. The thing is, I only like it some of the time. I guess that's why its a job. If it was something I loved it would be my career but I haven't completely pinned down what I want that to be yet. I'm leaning toward psychology but the fact that I would have to take all those sciences because psychiatrists are in fact doctors, so that means beaucoups of science, I don't look forward to that. I'm taking biology now and sucking at it majorly. It makes me feel a little bit discouraged. Oh wells...There's always being a linguist or my dream job...a concert goer haha. I wish I could get paid to goto concerts. Any hope of a career in that field is on the way out unless someone can get the old school record label execs. to pull their heads out of their asses. Good luck with that. Also that guy I was whining about we hung out, it was fun but of course he doesn't feel the same about me. That's the story of my life you see, unrequited love and all. Ha, though I would hardly call that love. It was mild like and major lust. Okay the lust part is still there because it has to be said that he is hot. At least I think he's hot. But he's no Gabe Saporta. Oh yes, Mr. Saporta is the real man of my dreams lol The best friend well, I still can't call her that by my definition of it but we're working on it. Relationships are hard, ya know? Most people don't know what they want or how they feel so to have to try and figure that out about someone else, it's a task to say the least. Well it's time for some sweet dreaming. Today the postcards aren't from a plane crash. They're from cloud...4. Yeah because I'm not on cloud 9 but I'm in a pretty good place. Goodnight.